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ya allah. whye am i facing all this challenges by myself? i think it's me. i think i'm th cause. i shudn't have. is it because i'm self centered? or is my love just not enough? it's okay, i will wait. i won't speak up, i won't hurt u. my love is true. ur answer is wht i've been waiting. but i couldn't speak up. i can't. i nid u to knw, evrythng i'm facing.
let th time flows, but i must have patient. it will hurt, but sincerity says it all. th love is too big, & u'll never knw how big it is. i'll hold on through thick & thin. let th time come, & th words tht have been kept inside will be uttered without my lips open.
your words are too sweet. i can see right through it. oh, how sincere. did u chnge? or did ur love? mayb i over-reacted. maybe i set too high hopes. danggg, i thnk i'm gonna fall sooner. without u, it feels like death. now i knw how it feels. but when will this end? i got nothng else to give in. wht more? i'm caring. i cared abt ur feelings. i will no longer hurt u. u will never realise it. never.
thy chngd their words just like how moma chnge her clothes. it's rumours thn, bt i cn't believe it bcame reality. u're right. nightmares turns to ur dream if u refuse believing it. there's a story among tht quote :
a girl fell in th trap alone. no one cud help her but herself. she called her friend & her friend told her that she had fallen for th same trap before. she told th girl how to get out. but she cudn't. she need his touch. she need his guidiance. she need him. couldn't work it out herself. it couldn't workk. she just need his soul & hers to become one again. that's th only way, but she can't get to him. she was force to do everythng on her own so he won't get worried. but now she's still struggling to get out of th trap. he will never knw th real story. because th owner of th trap lied. th owner was cunning. th girl was always out-played byy th owner. th lies th owner told him was too strngg for him to trust th girl again. th girl can't speak up as she wants him not to worry. he don't even knw whts happeningg. the owner çouldn't stop lying. it was always repeatedd. th game will never endd till someone speaks out. but who?
-sad uh? have sympathy.
advice for couples out there, don't ever fall for tht trap. there's always a bad person in every innocent person. trust me, it's all been experience. & it will hurt u just like a knife stab right through your heart.
you're my sweeteststufff i ever knw.
even i suffer, it helps me think out of th picture.
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`M E L ~ all out
