everytime this happens, my heart bleed. everytime this happen, i can't sleep at night.
everytime this happen, i love you even more. bt still, never will u realise any of this.
now sitting here staring at th screen of my computer, it doesn't make my situation better.
i may seem okay to everyone, cause i don't wanna make thngs look bad.
it is bad enough for me to face it, but i don't wan anyone else to face it.
i don't want anyone to face wht i'm enduring.
baby, i love you so much. don't u trust me?
wht else do u want me to show. aft 5 month of loving u,
we're still stuck at this chapter? come on laa baby.
tml is 4 of June, 6 MONTHS you knw. great huh?
i wan everything to feel like it's really 6 months of us.
i'm posting this cause i can't sleep. & everytime i can't fall asleep, u knw why.
soyeahhh, i just want this nightmare we're going through to end soon okay?
soon enough fr us to enjoy ourself on thursday :)
i don't want to dragg it any further! cause i dont want any of us to get hurt anymore.
you can see im smiling, but deep inside?
speeeeeeeeeechless baby!
i'm gonna put my blog aside okay?
i wanna rest my mind lurh! tml kene py skula ambek form lagykk.
LECEH NYER! ohyaaaa,
i love MUHD NAIM BIN ehem2 lurhhhh sngtt2!
`M E L ~ a million ily isn't enough bby!
