hi. aft 1 week, finally get to meet SBaby. stupid coach ask him to go training almost everyday sia. gile kan? ahbeyh dierq kene pandai2 sacrifice time fr me. awww, so sweet -.- ohyaa, niarieq taq turon pondok dey. kai pagy2 dah pyy swimming. ahh bayeek taq ajakk. jkjk^^ so met SBaby w amsyar. kul 3 at blk 9 ehh? then had to send fafa's 3 quarters. so had to go 351 since they we're drenched in rain over there. so took taxi, I PAID ehhh. taktawu malu betol! so saw ahtik, qilala & fafa! weeeee ~ happy banget tawtaw! :) then they were having lots of fun. happy to knw! ^^
aft that kul 5 gytuu thy went off left w me SBaby & amsyar. everytime i see how fun 351 pepols are, amsyar will be like "mel, kalaw kau naq join in pyy jeg laaa. asa cwee senyummm" siak ahh, meraypekk pa. tating siak, & he has been disturbing me w that same line fr 5 times gytu. tating siuls!
then SBaby start talking about yest night's call. gaaaaaah! i hate it man. fcuked up awhile, went to minimart & bought ice lemon tea. came back, amsyar wanted to go toilet. so left us two. i was like quiet all th way. sumpahhh otak aku blank sey. then kul 0715pm i said i wann go home. then frm esso until half way to my house, we didn't talked till he stopped walking and said "u, i takley uh gyni. blang i ape dalam hati u skarng." then he stared at me, i was like "takde pape" tros he was like "takpe laa taknak blang" then he walked super fast. i knw it's hard fr him to accept this, bt it's th past okay? then 3 blocks away frm my house gytu he was like "dah uh u, lupekn jeg ahh pahsal tadieq :) " then he mcm happy2, i was like diammm ajeg. then we were outside my house already. then prangai halaw "dah u, nanti mak u marah. pyy masokk uh " then i was like "noo! taknak, i naq dudok sini " then he like menghalaw sngt, so i went in my house ah.
ahbeyh takde orng -.- so i went back out tapy lupe hp. fcuk shyt manzxz. py beli mamam & dudok void deck yng adr table tuu. solo siaa, pahsal mcm no mood to leypak ramai2. family came back around 9 plus, while i came back around 10plus. abngkim saw my hp at home. so straight away when i came back he pulled me to his room. he was like "i knw u smoke laa. come on, u have a lighter in your pocket, wht more kan? & wht happen between u and ur guy? tell me so i understand ur situation " since he knew, i storied to him wht happened. then he gave a wonderful advices y'knw! thankyousomuch abngkim :)
abngkim said: if he is disappointed in u abt th past, wht makes u so sure his past isn't worst? somemore he don't quite say about his past, bt he himself shud knw who's past is worst sinceu told urs, right? & tell him, if u wud repeat th past u wud have done it a long time ago right? u guys 6months alrdy sia.'tell ur guy don't think too far cus it's th past & everythng seems okay fr th last 6months. takkan pahsal yest convo krng akan cock up kan?
& guess wht? he help alot w those advices. bt at 1am SBaby called & told me wht happen. i'm sorry fr everythng okay? let it be a lesson! soo yea ^^ tml mayb i'm meeting SBaby if my mum & abng has to go my nenek house. weeee ~! tadieq jumpe mcm skejap manzxz. hoho, ily pantatttt ~
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